1. |
||||
|
Minha pele arde pelas chamas vermelhas
Que fluem de profundos cortes
Levando o símbolo da vida
Desde o nascimento, sinto o frio
Congelando tudo ao redor
E nada pude fazer para evitar
Minha vida se resume à dor, ódio e sofrimento
Cada palavra que lançaram
Em minha direção, foi apenas
Para me dilacerar
Ansiedade devorou a esperança
Zerou minhas vontades
Me deixou nú no ártico das emoções
Tudo acaba hoje
Todas as angústias, mágoas e promessas
Tudo se vai em instantes
Sobrevivi muito mais do que poderia suportar
Nada ficará, pois nada fui
Sem ninguém para lembrar
De quem nunca deveria estar aqui
|
||||
2. |
Oblivion
10:11
|
|||
|
The night sky fades into blackness by the muddy hues tinged with my desolation. I'm practically in the face of the days when the curtain will fall on my tired body.
The spectacle will end. Not the one whose eloquent speeches and smiling faces won over the audience, but the one whose audience was absent in the first moments of the tragedy. Silence hovered for dissonant years without interruption , resurrecting ghosts frozen in memory. Like a wanderer without a home, without a stop or a destination, I wandered the winding roads where the cold and the darkness tore my brittle skin.
The gentlest breeze I've ever felt came from winters as sharp as a freshly purchased razor slicing through burning skin. At this moment, haste has petrified, there is no more reason to yearn when you are aware of the inevitable just a step away. Maybe I need to wait for the last sunset to see my life wane like the stars fading at dawn. Hearing the wind whistle echoing words that should be engraved on my tombstone: "after so many falls in life, he fell, definitively, to Nothing". Or, simply, not letting yourself feel anything, just close your overshadowed eyes and fall against the concrete floor producing a frightening sound that, all those who hear, will never forget. And so, like a garbage bag falling into the landfill, a body of fetid flesh will collapse onto the darkened pavement...
Fortunately, it will be a mere memory days later.
Then, finally, to oblivion.
|
||||
3. |
Funeral
04:11
|
|||
|
(instrumental)
|
||||
4. |
||||
|
Eu devo parabenizá-lo quando alguma coisa
Extraordinariamente boa acontece,
em vez de contar a você o quanto você me incomoda,
E quão pouco valor você tem aos meus olhos?
Eu não poderia me importar menos com o seu bem-estar
E com a sua vida rotineira e estupidamente positiva,
exceto que
Desejo-lhe exatamente o oposto.
|
||||
Autodestrutivo Brazil
Músicas destrutivas para seres emocionalmente destruídos.
If you like Autodestrutivo, you may also like:
In advance of their November tour, catch up on the latest shredder from atmospheric black metal band Ghost Bath.
go to album
Everyone’s favorite cosmic black metal band returns, with a 16-minute opus that doubles down on industrial grind.
go to album
The new EP from atmospheric black metal masters Mesarthim finds them more triumphant and symphonic than ever.
go to album
Interstellar metal explorers Mesarthim return with a harrowing track that showcases their symphonic side.
go to album
Covenant of the Blackened Woodlands
by Ithilrå
featured on Bandcamp Radio Jan 19, 2024
go to album
In The Shadow Of The Lights
by Vanessa Funke / Luroga
featured on Bandcamp Radio Aug 18, 2023
go to album
featured on Bandcamp Radio Apr 28, 2023
go to album
